what's wrong with the people in this school?
over gossiping..
absolute posers...
ah bengs wannabe...
unreasonable arses...
like...
what's wrong?
don't they have a life?
people just hit a victim just cos
some idiotic girlfriend went ta complain
to 'her boy'.
what's up?
then in this case their not even meant to be.
he's just her back up and she's just his biatch!
and that poor victim got into the hospital with internal bleeding
JUST BECAUSE he called the biatch to shut up
when he's having oral exam.
who won't get pissed huhs?
where's the love?
this is shit!
i OBJECT!
and then what's up with the 'express' and
'normal acad'?
what's the difference?
i'll tell you there's only two.
1. one has to stay for 5 years and the other 4.BUT if the one with the four doesn't study hard, it'll make it a 5.
2.one is more playful WHICH IS NOT a crime and the other is not as playful.
these two differences ONLY!
and problems can be caused .
this is so STEEEWWWWPIDDD!
i can't believe it.
from my point of view,
95% of the problems in school are
caused by how human react.
i can say 'aye.. you normal leh. u need to stay five years leh'
then he/she can say 'yes. i'm normal. but i'm gonna beat your results.'
that's a good reaction.
no one's gonna fight.
no one's gonna quarrel.
cos it's the truth and you're willing to make a better.
BUT if he/she says'what la! express big la?!'
then go to spread spread spread about what happen...
then cause so much misunderstandings.
what for?
it's the fact!
except it!
don't cry cos people know the whole truth and nothing BUT the truth and say it in your face.
do something about it! prove that u can do better!
and i can say' aye... express nerd la.. study so much also no use..'
people can also react in the good or bad way.
it depends on how you want things to turn out.
if you want it to be bad, then talk all you want.
the most you're gonna end up in the hospital half dead.
but if you wanna be good, encourage the person to study too.
everything's gonna be fine.
you get to know a new friend...
you get to be more sociable....
what bad could happen if you just react the right way?
no one's gonna hate you for being good aye?
so c'mon!
don't care who started the bad part.
do your part.
dun add shit into it.
cos in the end you're probably gonna smell like one too.
that's all for now.
be wise!
be humble!
LIKE ME!

greetings greetings!!!
first of all, i wanna wish my baby and me
HAPPY 7th MONTHLYVERSARY!!!!
but it's yesterday.
so it makes today
HAPPY SEVEN MONTHS AND ONE DAY ANNIVERYSARY!!!
enjoyed ourselves yesterday.
everything was so sweet!
love ya truckloads dada!!

secondly, i wanna say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINIE!!!
love ya!!!
hope u enjoyed your birthday!
muacks!
will celebrate for you myself when
there's time yea?
twinnies rocks!
greetings for yesterday goes to kelvin and vivien too!

today's cindy and yerdua's[audrey] birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

then tomorrow is shifu's birthday!!!
AHHHHHHH!!!! HOW?!!! HOW?!!!
NO PREPERATIONS!!!
*runs about wildly*
HOW!!!!!????
HOW??!!!
*bangs on the wall this time*
*blackout*

AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
i got an ulcer on the tip of my tongue!!!
i got an ulcer on the tip of my tongue!!!!!
*runs about screaming*
i got an ulcer on the tip of my tongue!!!!!!!!
I GOT AN ULCER ON THE TIP OF MY TONGUE!!!!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
*trips on a rock and falls*
*blackout*

i hate him!
i hate him so much that if he were to be a fly,
i would pluck out his wings, then his legs,
then his fillers, then i'll burn the rest of it.
maybe i'm in the wrong.
no.
i'm IN the wrong.
but why use words to discriminate my friends?
my life?
and my brains?
he said i have no brains.
next, he said 'oh sorry. too harsh. u got.
but is u dunno how to use.'
FCUK!
when did i wanna talk about science?
just because he wanna know something
and i dun wanna tell him,
he made such a small matter like hell big?
unbelievable human being!
oops. sorry. he's a monkey.
and if he were to join the most childish 16 boy
on earth, he'll break the world record.
his words are simply meaningless.
even if he were to pay me money to listen it,
i'll still walk away.
i'm so totally pissed by this.
what's wrong with helping?
why he wanna know so much?
so what if he knows?
and why must he pick up the past
when we're together just to make me
feel regretful?
that memory was the most regretful thing
i've done in life.
i wished i never knew him.
what a gay!
and the conversation with him was so stupid
that i can't believe i wasted my time
to quarrreled with him.
he's so damn damn damn STEEEWWWPIDDDD!
still, i pity him. hmm. poor boy.
so big le still don't even know how ta use his senses.
not accepted?so sad.....
oops. too hurting? now u know how i felt during
those times huhs?
BUT!
i still hafta thank this bastard.
if weren't for his ill treatings, i wouldn't
have got the chance to fall deeply in love
with my darling prince.
bastard! thanks ar!
ok. i'm done and i feel much better.
my life is so perfect now~
true friends beside me all the time..
such a sweetie pie as my darling.
and the best part is that they love me for
who i am!and they're always there~ love ya'll!
u guys know who u are~
and to that bastard's friends,
he started it.
i didn't even wanna waste my time.
he said hurtful stuff that ain't true.
and it hurts even though it came from
a monkey's mouth.
together also wan hurt me.
break liao also wan hurt me.
SIAO!

i was bored. so i wenta check out about annoying things we can do.and i found this! i can't help laughing after reading it. enjoy!it's real funny!

annoying things to do in an elevator.

1) CRACK open your briefcase or handbag, peer Inside and ask "Got enough air in there?"
2) STAND silent and motionless in the corner facing the wall without getting off.
3) WHEN arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to yank the doors open, then act as if you're embarrassed when they open themselves.
4) GREET everyone with a warm handshake and ask him or her to call you Admiral.
5) MEOW occasionally.
6) STARE At another passenger for a while. Then announce in horror: "You're one of THEM" - and back away slowly
7) SAY -DING at each floor.
8) SAY "I wonder what all these do?" And push all the red buttons.
9) MAKE explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
10) STARE, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce: "I have new socks on."
11) WHEN the elevator is silent, look around and ask: "Is that your beeper?"
12) TRY to make personal calls on the emergency phone.
13) DRAW a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers: "This is my personal space."
14) WHEN there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder, then pretendit wasn't you.
15) PUSH the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
16) ASK if you can push the button for other people but push the wrong ones.
17) HOLD the doors open and say you're waiting for your friend. After a while, let the doorsclose and say "Hi Greg, How's your day been?"
18) DROP a pen and wail until someone reaches to help pick it up, then scream: "That's mine!"
19) BRING a camera and take pictures of everyone in the lift.
20) PRETEND you're a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with thePassengers.
21) SWAT at flies that don't exist.
22) CALL out "Group hug" then enforce it.

i changed my blog skin again!
yes yes... i know it's plain.
but isn't it better?
so i won't hafta care so much
about the pictures and stuff.
and i can concentrate more
on studying!
so all those fancy stuff will hafta
wait till december.
i'll blog still,but not that often.
you guys can still gimme
chu-chu trains[comments] alright?
the more the better!= )
wanna finish my canvas
by this month!
motivation! motivation!
played bball with darling, chiew,
gengky,arisa,fulin, louis, yuren,
sam and chris!
loadsa fun!
but it's kinda weird.
cos stupid buddy's not there!
ROAR!
been chatting with my dear twin lately.
love her sooooo much!
and prom nite's on 3rd of dec.
i'm excited about it.
but somethings missing.
my bestfriend!
it's like every girl's dream is ta
haffa prom nite, wearing grand
dresses and all.
but imagine going to the prom nite
without your bestfriend?
how worse get it get?
i wanna spend that special nite
with her.
but i guess she doesn't know it.
and she doesn't even wanna go.
i'm sad.
but i can't be selfish can i?
....

i wanna be your good girl.
i wanna be your silly dear.
i wanna be your sweetie.
i wanna be your everything.
i wanna listen to you.
i want you to know i love
u so much...so much so much..
that even the stars know.
but i'm getting tired.
i'm getting stressed..
i'm wearing out...
i'm tired of being busy.
being unable to see you
that often anymore.
and deep down inside...
i miss you so much...
i miss you so much that i cried
cos of that reason.
i wanna be in your arms
filled with love created just for me.
filled with the warmth that protects
me from the cold...
but i don't want you to know this.
cos you'll get worried.
cos i want you to believe that i can
create a bright path for our future.
cos i want you to be proud of me.
cos i want the feeling of being spoilt
by you always.
and most of all...
it's cos you loved me so...
it's true that u loved me more
than i loved you.
but i've already given all of my
love since the day we're together.
so why?
cos darling's got a big fat heart!
all for me! ALL!
i dun wanna be weak anymore.
wanna make u happy darling.
i will get into ajc.
i promise i will try my very best...
know you won't see this.
but i know u can feel my heart
beating just for you..
ngoh oi lei dada.!

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my father's come to pass
Seven years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends
Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when September ends
Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when September ends
Like my father's come to pass
Twenty years has gone so fast
Wake me up when September ends [x3]

i'm not a racist okae!
but i just can't stand those
indians up there!
they are so damn
bloody noisy!
everyday and everytime
they'll on their tv or radio
so damn loud!
i can't stand it!
the part that i hate the
most is that i don't
understand their language!
so irritating!
ARGH!!!
i'm sorry if i offended u
sanjay...but i just can't
take this anymore!
everynight they will
watch a movie....
they'll keep repeating
this routine everyday!
and guess what they watch!
TITANIC!
OMG!
i can hear that song everynight!
I'M SO FREAKING PISSED!
SOMEBODY SCREW THEM UP!

yes!it's me!
and i'm happy!
cos i getta see darling
just now.
but i'm unhappy
at the same time cos
now i'll hafta wait for
another week till i getta
see him again...
damn!
wohkay...wohkay...
i better stop whining.
or else.....
heh~what EVER~
hard work hard work~
tiring tiring....
how long will it be till
o levels?
not very long~
don't see by the days.
don't see by the weeks
if it still doesn't bother you.
but see by the months~
it's now less than 4 months!
but i still see some of my
friends lazing around~
it's like they come ta
school for nuts.
i'm worried for them.
at the same time i'm
worried for myself too.
i've not been listening in
class during the whole
of sec three~
and now i suddenly wanta
be a top scorer?
it's like....
how bad can it be?
i'm like dreaming my days
away~
i just can't believe it.
i learn fast~
but i forget things almost
instantly.
how i wish i have super
photographic memory or
something better~
well well~
its reality man.
i just gotta accept it.
and olevels is like a
passport to your future.
it's just one shot!
u don't wanna miss it~
cos if u fall behind,
it's not gonna come back
the same.
just like....less than
10 months of hard work,
then you're free!
and for those who are
still not bothering abt
this o level thing,
it's not too late yet!
u can still wake up in time~
so jiayo!
i just love the feeling
after hard work.
it's like so... so.....
relaxing~
it's like freedom's back~
and you get to do those
things that you haven't
done for a long time like
playing pool!
i seriously miss it~
but i'll just hafta focus right now~
heh~
jiayo peepo!
don't be a loser kid!
tsk!

actually when i came home
i felt so...so....sick...
till i saw an advertisement on
CHARLIE & the CHOCO FAC!!
just can't wait to watch it!
i've been a roald dahl
supporter since young man!
woohoo!
can't wait can't wait!!
andand and i wanna say...
i love my darling!!!
i love my buddies!!!
i love everyone!
lalaALAlAla~
i'm trying to put all
the sorrows aside~
guess it works pretty fine!
= )
stay happy folks!

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all about
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

i'm tired.
i'm so tired.
i can't take this anymore.
i'm pissed.
i'm weared out.
i just want a break!

speech day...
speech day.......
speech day............
i still don't understand...
what's so important about that day?!
everyone gives a speech?!
hah...
if it's so then it's gonna be fun!
but unfortunately it's not.
hmm.
couldn't care less.
went to school,
went for chem remedial,
went for SD rehearsal,
went home,
wenta play bball~
that's how i spent today.
tiring aye?
just reached home.
but i can't bathe yet.
waiting for the fan to
dry up my sweat.
or else i'll have white spots...
AGAIN!
ahhhhhh~
can't wait to go to bed and sleep!
super duper tired...
if i'm a scientist,
i'd invent something
lyka laser.
when u scan it from head to toe,
u'll be clean!
that'll help to save the earth's water,
save money,
save electricity...
blah blah blah...
but i wonder howta do that...
hmm...okae..
i'll stop all these crap.
this month,
i'm gonna focus on my art and math.
brush it all up and leave the rest
of the time for the others.
i'm so gonna work hard!
motivation motivation!!
yeah!
let's jiayo togethar!
i don't know what i'm
talking about.
i'm so tired...
so weared out...
i'll leave the rest of the
crap for next time.
*black out*

eat h3althy.
stay fiit.
die anyway.

okay... i'm like....
SO DEAD!!!
i think i failed my oral.
i was so flabbergasted
when the examiners talked to me.
my whole mind was totally..nuts!
[insects cricking]
urgh!
now that i thought of it,
i wish i could answer this question.
WHY DINT I PREPARE?!
wohkae,i did a lil'..
but it's just not enough.
and my pronounciation sucks!
maybe a pass is enough to
make me happy...
so.
i promised myself to read a
book every month to improve my english.
so here's a recommendation by mua,
it's 'the da vinci code'.
very interesting book!
looooove it...
i was walking across the central
on the way home when i came
across this little girl with his
brother behind.
both were about kindergarten age.
then me and the girl was walking
cross directions when we bumped
at the intersection point.
so me and her wanted to give way to each other,
but don't know who to go first.
[everyone had this kinda experience right.]
so we gave in and gave out.
then the brother behind thought
that i was bullying her.
so he shouted 'OIE!' in the middle
of the whole crowd.
i was very pissed at first...
but as i walked to the far end,
i suddenly grinned.
[was kinda stupid i know.]
but i just grinned.
such a loving brother!
that's so totally sweet...
*grins*
and i bought a pen today!
not any ordinary pen.
but a super cute one with a
hand pointing it's middle finger.
so if anyone pisses me off while
i'm doing work, they'll get it.
i made new specs!
it's frame is much thicker
than the corny one i'm using now.
it's not just black.
there's white!
quite alot of it.
so i won't be classified as ordinary.
ngiaha!!
i think i'll look better in that.
will upload some pictures when
i have the time.
okay.gotta study~
miss meeh~

first week of school gone.
how fast.
seems like i was still in
the sickbay just now.
woahkay....woahkay...
i broke muh promise....
i met up with darling for more than
5 times this week.
i'm like sooo addicted to him.
hah. sorry...
but i studied hard!
yeahh!!
neewayss,
muh o level chinese oral is on...
TEWSDAY!!
*runs about*
i'm so gonna fail!
aw....
but there's always hope for english~
= ))))))
and and and!
my dad bought a printer for meeh!!
i'm so happy~
and darling finally quitted!!!
you're my strong lil' boy sweetie.
you'll always be...
i loooooooooove ya!
meeting butt on monday~
can't wait!
gonna piss her off again.
lolss~