this mtv is stupid.
the band kinda suck too.
but the song sure makes me smile like crazy!
WOAHYEAH!


You, you're such a big star to me
You're everything I wanna be
But you're stuck in a hole and I want you to get out
I don't know what there is to see
But I know it's time for you to leave
We're all just pushing along
Trying to figure it out, out, out.

All your anticipation pulls you down
When you can have it all, you can have it all.

So come on, come on, get it on
Don't know what you're waiting for
Your time is coming don't be late, hey hey
So come on
See the light on your face
Let it shine
Just let it shine
Let it shine.

Stop being so hard on yourself
It's not good for your health
I know that you can change
So clear your head ang come round
You only have to open your eyes
You might just get a big surprise
And it may feel good and you might want to smile, smile, smile.

Don't you let your demons pull you down
'Cause you can have it all, you can have it all.

Hey let me know you
You're all that matters to me
Hey let me show you
You're all that matters to me.

Hey let me love you
You're all that matters to me
Hey so come on yeah
Shine all your light over me.




will blog soon!
so STOP PESTERING ME ON MSN!
*dances*

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU TO ALL OF YOU!!!
my birthday wouldn't be filled with smiles without all of
your wishes and blessings and time and friendship and smiles
and magic and...
thank you so so much!
especially those who knows how tough it is for me to overcome
that fear of the day.
it hurts alot. but thanks to you, you got me out from that
quick sand and kept making sure that i'm alright and not tearing
at any part of the day.
and some very special people gave me a hell of a good time!
it's been sooo long since i had such a fun rendezvous.
to some, we've lost touch for quite some time. even years.
yet you guys still cared. that's really sweet!
to you people, thank you thank you.
it's really sweet to know that people still do care about your
special day[you] even though you said nothing about it.
i truly appreciate all of it.

my bestfriends, sim ee and kenny.
amanda pappi
yuren
genghui
aaron
my god sis steph
weiping twinie
junhao
gowri
szewei
farhana
grace
rachel
che-cheryl
chingwai sis
jinwen
he bin
cheryl sis
marvin
sanjayyy
yiling sis
jannanah
keathwee bro
aunt rachel
victoria
kengguan
szeman
sam chionh
nina
eris
xuanting
sining
dawn
emily
james bro
zhisen bro
winston bro
andrew
sining
yifong
etc. etc.

lastly, i wanna thank my mum.
=)

i've learnt that birthdays are not about cake, presents, stars
or anything.
those are just material gains.
birthdays are about thanking everyone around you, a hell of
a good time with your closest friends, the love, the friendship,
and a good pack of cigarettes[HAH! i'm legal
aged! you bunch of LOOOOSERSS].
no la that's just extra. i don't smoke you know.
what i've learnt might be what you guys heard of, know of.
but how many really won't get disappointed because no
one took the effort to buy a cake or present for you?



that's why,

i've learnt it now.