sometimes its just so difficult to accept the truth.
especially the truth about growing up.
innocence will slip away bit by bit as the harsh reality is bombed right onto our faces.
it all seem blurred when i wanna think about my childhood times now.
as we grow up, we slowly
forget how to thank our parents.
to impress and to blend in with other people, we became selfless, and selfish towards the people who'd given us the roof over our heads..the food to fill our stomach...and the people who'd given us life and their flesh and blood..
like what a joke right? we forgot.
we forgot how to thank them...
how much worser can it get?
we take our allowances without even thinking where it came from,
we thought it was dropped down from the sky automatically each and everyday,
and we didn't thank them enough/at all for it.
we blamed them infront of our friends about how little money we're getting. then we'll start to compare... 'mine worse lor! i only get 7 bucks a day la!'
now that i thought of it... shit you! it's enough la! who call you not to eat at home.
or maybe we talk about how we shoot them back when they scolded us.
gawd, i feel guilty.
i remember those times when very often, i'd get lost in the shopping centre cos im' always trying to figure out every single thing i see, then my mum will be right ahead of me looking at her own stuff.
and whenever i'm lost and don't see her around, i would think that she's abandoning me.
then my loud crying would alarm the whole toys department, and when my mum hears it, she knows it's me crying cos i'm lost (again).
then she'll rush to me and assure me that she's here and will not abandon me...
i couldn't imagine how embarassed she was when that retarded wailing in the middle of the whole crowd is her own daughter.
like if i'm her, maybe i'd just walk away acting like i dunno that wild animal.
*smirks* parenting is so scary.
i wanna say thank you mama and dada!oh. btw.. i'm having a sale at my old blog.
www.popsicle-stix.blogspot.comi'm having depression... cos it's been 2 days... and no one's bothering about it.
= (((
so please help me clear them out you kind souls.
most of the stuffs are at 2 dollars each only.
thank you and have a nice day!
neeheehee!christina aguilera - hurtVerse 1:Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face.
You told me how proud you were but I walked away.
If I only I knew what I know today, ohhhh.
Pre-chorus:I would hold you in my arms.
I would take the pain away.
Thank you for all you've done.
Forgive all your mistakes.
There's nothing I wouldn't do.
To hear your voice again.
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there.
Chorus:Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you.
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself by hurting you.
Verse 2:Some days I feel broke inside, but I won't admit.
Sometimes I just wanna hide cuz it's you I miss.
You know it's so hard to say good-bye when it comes to this, ohhhh yeah.
Pre-Chorus:Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do.
To have just one more chance.
To look into your eyes and see you looking back.
Chorus:
Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you.
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself, oh...
Bridge:
If I had just one more day.
I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away.
Oh, It's dangerous.
It's so out of line to try and turn back time.
I'm sorry for blaming you.
For everything I just couldn't do.
And I've hurt myself....
by hurting you.