i shall start by saying....
I'M ATTACHED TO:
MUHAMMAD NURASRI BIN MUSTAPHA!
project boyfriend accomplished.
totally.
how often do you come across an opposite sex who has
total[i mean it..totally] same interests and likings with you?
how often do you come across a person who looks deep into
your eyes while singing those oldies love songs?
how often do your come across someone who says
and does the same things at the same time with you
most of the time?
how often do you come across someone whom you can really
be yourself while with him/her?
and how how often do you come across a person who
melts your heart like chocolate in the sun?
not everyone's so lucky.
and since god gave me this very precious gift,
i shall not forgo it but keep it in that very special spot in my heart.
i thank god.

30.05.06
a day never to be forgotten.
the morning was so shine!
he came over to ma place to slack before going out.
went to eat at orchard.
then went to marina...
he said he's gonna bring me somewhere there.
which i don't know where!
and the scary part came when he brought me into the forest.
the walk seems neverending and was long enough to make
me feel insecure...
and i really really felt like running out when he said there
were snakes.
TSK!
then it was paradise i tell you.
we stepped into a bright picture of sea and sky.
it's a very quiet fishing zone with no one else but us.
then he hand itchy or something dunno why go touch
one of the branches then pop out a fishing line.
been told to pull it up slowly.
so... i did laa.
the pulling part quite long pls.
thought it was a fish or something until a bottle with a message came
dangling on that line! - woo! S.O.S! tsk!
opened the bottle and unrolled the paper in it.

it wrote:
i had caught many fishes in this very water..
but i never had anyone like you..
i would treasure you and protect you like it is my very soul..
would u be my valentine for each and everyday till eternity..

lurve,
asri

*smiling like crazy*
isn't he just the sweetest thing?
and that's when a new love started.
you know what happened next, so stop asking la you sucka!

went cine to watch x-men 3!
this is a must watch i tell you!
damn nice!
*well done*
hah!

the most memorable part of the day was night.
went to watch stars at the field near my home.
there were hell-lot-a stars that night!
never seen so much in singapore before pls!
then we were like making fun of each other while staring
at the sky until a shooting star caught our eyes!
so freaking bright know!
like lil kids, of course, we made our wishes.
don't wish to say the later part.
cos it was really freaky.
i'm freaking out on the things that's happening to us.
since the day we date and all...
we've been doing, saying and thinking the same things la!
i really can't stand it!
like mirror image know!
goosebumps pls.
we made same wishes!
really damn scary.
we were like speechless for the rest of the day laa.
i have no doubts nor scares anymore.
i'm sure he's my soulmate.
say me naive or whatever shit.
but try being in my shoes. - you'll feel the same thing.
there's too much going on.
i'm blurrified.
i've fallen in too deep in love.

i don't care about who thinks what about us.
i only know that this is true.
there's too much to say.
it's more than words.
i thank my bestfriends[sim ee and kenny!] and close friends[you
know who you are]!
i've always knew you guys will be by my side always.

to god:
father in heaven.
here i am thanking you for everything that you've given
in my life.
especially the gifts which are named friendship and love.
i thank you for a stable family, wonderful friendships, such true
love, my food to eat, my clothes to wear, and me.
you are my all in all, now till the day i meet you and till forever.
i shall not let other's judgement affect me,
cos only you, papa, can judge me.
i love you father!
in the name of the lord, Jesus Christ, amen!

= D

I LOVE MUHAMMAD NURASRI BIN MUSTAPHA!

it's over.
totally.
no more lies.
no more smoke.
no more having to handle that temper.
no more time to waste.
no more us.

i'm fine.
no, of course i'm not, like who am i trying to kid..
the memories of yesterday seem to be still lingering around.
now did i realise that i'm in love with only half of him
since the beginning of it.
i've always wanted him to be somebody else.
someone who isn't a smoker ; someone who loves sports-like me!
we're total opposites-no fun at all.
running outta topics to talk about... quarrelling all the time...
dang! it's tiring i tell you.. very.
all these things that i want shatters the whole lovey dovey thang.
it's time i stop being a selfish bitch.
parting was the most difficult part.
we took a whole of 6 weeks.
and it ended just yesterday.
why it took so long? hah.
cos everytime we part, we'll look into each other's eyes like
everything's gonne be like the sweet yesterdays.
then end up like a kite-flying far then coming near repeatedly.
no life please. completely.
please do not follow my foot steps.
follow your heart and not let anything affect what you want.
delaying the ending will only eff-ing waste your time.
be brave and start that new chapter of yours.

my new chapter has begun.
i've fallen in love again.
muhammad nurasri bin mustapha!
­half malay, quarter chinese, quarter indian.
like louis said, he's uniquely asian. [BAHAHA!]
we've known each other for not long, but seems like
we've known each other for a very long time.
a very strange connection between us.
we have total same majors.
we think the same, we speak the same,
we feel the same, we love the same.
the only thing is that we look different. =/
he's totally my ideal/dream boyfriend.
i wouldn't dare ask for more, if not i shall be punished by god.
he's alr been approved by aaron, fulin and
louis my three closest sisters!
i'm glad, happy, gay[holyshit! i am?!-aiyaa.. you know
what i mean you sucka..],
exhilarated, joyous, merry, like eff!-get the dic!
all you need to know is that... i can totally be myself infront
of him like to all my other friends!
i don't have to act like some freaking-no-life nomore!
so goodbye to yesterday! i'm a happy happy girl!

a new life for me in millenia!
it's been GOOODD i'm telling ya.
GOODDDDDDDDD! :D
except for the fact that i've been having
bad hair days.
sucks i tell you.

this is like during orientation.
me and farah darling switches one
side of our shoe EVERY DAY.
very fun pls.
then everyone's like
'hey! you both siao ar? ' bahas.


again...


TLF HUNKS! (you know who you are =X)


TLF CHICKS!


the smelly shoes of TLF!


at dome![strictly no smoking pls]


ok... let me explain. i needed the
toilet urgently so we like went into
one of the buildings but only the
gents is available. so mr nice security
let us in. BAHHAAh.


our stewpid stuupidd faces. =D


newspaper collection day!
we found old school stuff!


vicky the kopisoh! everytime breaktime
she will be the most enthu person in
class. always first to stand up and shout
'LET'S GO LET'S GO!'
she's been there for me when i'm in shit.
a truly appreciatable friend of mine!
LOVE HER!


this is CHERISH!
she's super duper cute laa.
esp when she laughs it's damn funny i tell you.
and her sirname is 'yew'.
so try reading her name together. =D


told you she's cute. xD


this is ah koon!
another joker in TLF. his hokkien is POWERFUL.
and and and...
no one can lose to him when arguing
i'm telling you.
he can totally shut you up pls.
we always share problems togeda.
my very good listening ear!


my class!! BAHAss.


caught sleeping in class by tim.= /


this is felix.
vicc calls him MEOW.
cos of 'felix the cat'.
and i call him 'BEARBEAR'
cos he looks like one.
the president of TLF!
super duper hyper pls.
and he never ever fails to bring
a smile across my face!
he super likes to pinch my cheek
and then laugh at how silly i look.
lidat can make him happy whole
day pls.
but still...
i love bear bear deep deep like the ocean!


ah koon and me!


zhengkwok!
this guy...cannot judge by his looks totally.
he might look innocent when you
first see him.but once you get close to him he will
start his engine and talk talk talk.
bahas!
don't shy laa boy!
quick go ask for her number!


daliah!!! my walnut!
and i'm her.... peanut...-.-'
she's super duper cute and hilarious
i tell you...there's once right..
she... @#~%@#^(;@^#!%@
(!(^@(..&^(!(~)!)(*@)!()~(!@)&*&@#
hahahaha.
ok. say finish already.TSK!


grace!
she's sooo sweet!!!.
it's always nice to have someone who
cares for you like a big sister! :D


this is my dear brother din!
also my darling's boy.
he's been so sweet laa!
always encouraging me and making sure
that i'm happy and smiling!
and he gave that whole long box
of ultraman figures to me! BAHAHA!
SOOO BLESSEDD!!!


deh! my darling!
we've been stuck together since orientation.
the sweetest friend i have here.
who wakes up early in the morning
to make pancakes and surprise me?
her.
who's been there for me ever since?
her.
who's been helping me not get scolded
by the teacher?
her.
who i love?
her! =D


they say i look good in purple hair.
what d'you say?


this is tim gao chun ming's
lost form face...very very lost form...
peiying says that he's cute.-.-'


my specs pls.
like i promised.
i will put this photo on the web.
believe now? = P


cute BEARBEAR!


sports day!


i feel the love! = DD


this is gengenn!
she's been guiding me all along.
another big sister who's been caring for
me in school and outside.
her advices are always one of the best!
i truly appreciate all of it dear!
mwas!!!


gowri!! floorball craze!
she's super cute i tell you.
she says 'wa lao' in a very cute way pls.
lols.
i appreciate all your care my dear!
love loads!

there are some people i haven't mentioned.
it's not that i've forgotten, but didn't get the chance
to get their picture.
so this is roughly all about my life in MI.
i'm happy and rockin!
so don't worry my friends!

i'm still me!
won't change for nobody!
hugs and kisses to all my beloved friends,old and new!
i'm truly happy and blessed by all these friends god
has bestowed me with.
till the end!

that's all for now. :D

i recieved this email from my friend[i forgot who] the other day and it's got all the personalities of everyone borned on which month kinda thing...so this is mine...

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------
Abstract thoughts. true!
Loves reality and abstract. true!
Intelligent and clever. half true! -shy la-
Changing personality. true true!
Attractive. omg.. please...
sexiest out of everyone. bullshit!
Temperamental. true true!
Quiet, shy and humble. thank you!
Honest and loyal. true true!
Determined to reach goals. true true!
Loves freedom. absolutely!
Rebellious when restricted. abso-effing-lutely!
Loves aggressiveness. true true!
Too sensitive and easily hurt. ABSOLUTELY!
Gets angry really easily but does not show it. totally pls.
Dislikes unnecessary things. absolutely!
Loves making friends but rarely shows it. half true!
Horny. WTF!?! your mother! this is totally bullshit i tell you.
Daring and stubborn. true true!
Ambitious. true!
Realizing dreams and hopes. totally!
Sharp. people call me a sotong. what d'you think aye?
Loves entertainment and leisure. totally. anyway, who doesn't?
Romantic on the inside not outside. true!
Superstitious and ludicrous. hate to admit. but yes.
spendthrift. YA! YA! YA!
Tries to learn to show emotions. huh? i don getta meaning.

you know what? i hate that horny part!neh neh...

everybody's got their own problems.
everybody's saying the same things to you.
it's just a matter how you solve them and knowing how to change
the things you've been through.
i feel i've come to realize how fast life can be compromised.
it's time to step back to see what's going on.
suddenly....
i feel so insecure.
somebody light out my way...

i'm worn out.
time seems to be speeding like a freight train
and i couldn't catch up.
like dang.
i don't even have enough time to sweep off some dust
off my shirt or even eat please.
there are so so many things i want to do like meeting
up with my bestfriends and other people during
the weekends.
but i chose to, wrong, have to study when everyone
else is relaxing.
damn.
this is sooo unfair.

PE today was totally fun.
played ball with the other classes.
our team won!
team lost form!
and daliah and the others!
bahahaa.
oh crap.
i think i'm going bonkers.
getting friggin tired now.
just had a whole day of sports.
PE in the morn, tennis and basketball and
detention[cleaning of classroom-my bad] in the afternoon.
vhat ze fcuk?

anyway, try being me and you'll know why i'm complaining.
damn!
you lucky sucka...
totally relaxing while reading this thang aye?
go eat shit.

love this song totally!

the offspring.-original prankster

You can do it!

Until the break of dawn
Life, Life, Cannot go by the letter
Time, Time, Prozac can make it better
Noise, Noise, any kind will do
Can you feel it slip away, well it's all on you



Crime, crime, rockin like Janet Reno
Time, Time, 18 and life in Chino
Fraud, Fraud, all alone it true
Well you see the coming day catches up to you, yeah

Knock down the walls-
It's alive in you
Knock down the place-
You're alone it's true
Knock down the world-
It's alive in you
You're gonna keep your head up through it all
You're gonna bust out on it-
Original Prankster
Break out, yeah -
Original, yeah
Bust out on it-
Original Prankster
You'll never stop now, stop now, that's what the main man say

You can do it!

You know it smells like shit, goddamn
Tag team, the double header
Son of Sam, fire always makes it better
Navigate, with style and aplomb
Cause wherever you're at that's the trip you on!

Hey!

Lies, lies, says he down in the Bahamas
Tries, tries, bangin little hoochy mammas
No way, none of this is true
Well you see the coming day when the joke's on you, yeah
Hey!

Hey!
You can do it!
Dime ,Dime, so good to see ya
Nine, nine, don't wanna be ya
Dime, dime, so good to see ya
Nine, nine, don't wanna be ya
Crime, crime, fine sensimilla
Crime, crime, fine sensimilla
Crime, crime, fine sensimilla
When you see the coming day catches up to you, yeah

You'll never stop now, stop now, stop now, stop now, that's what the main man say