will smith quoted this...
too many people spend money they haven't
earned, to buy things they don't want,
to impress people they don't like.

and i totally agree to his saying.
what for waste the money on something
you don't need or want?
save up the money and build a jacuzzi
in your HDB apartment man!
isn't that more worth it?
ok,maybe you don't need that jacuzzi...
but just SHUT UP AND BUILD IT
so that i could use it!
[ok...what-EVERR..]

aniways, back to the topic.
what for waste the money?
[i asked again..]
do the people you know really care about
what you buy and stuff?
NO!
they are with you not cos of the stuff you
have.
it's the quality in you that they want man.
let's have an example...
you think that a drumset is cool...
and you want one...
but there's a problem...
YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO PLAY IT!
but you still want it anyway...
so u bugged your mum for it and soon,
the drumset walked into your house
and stood at the corner of your room
with all the *bling bling* [cos it's new].
then you called your 'friends' and said
'guess what! my mom bought me a drumset!
cool huh! wanna come see?'
hokai...
so all of em came to your house..
'hey! cool drumset! how much man?'
'about a thousand...not much...'
'you're freaking rich aye?c'mon! play
something for us man!'
then you were like...
'well..i don't know how to play...'
then they will be like...

'HUH!? you dunno how to play?!' --WTF mate?
then you will be damn....SIA SWAY!!!
lolss.
then i'll be laughing ma ass off when
that happens to you.

so the moral of the story is to save up the
money and build shiying[no space again]
a jacuzzi!

ok...what-EVERR...
i'll stop the jacuzzi thingy.
heniways... i'm gonna go sleep now.
so please do not come into my dreams.
cos today is my...---wrong...
OUR 9th month anniversary!
it's gotta be sweet so don't spoil it by
'barging' into my dream.
ho-kai!
goodnight everybodee!!
here i go again....
adios suckers!

cuppie-cake:
happy 9th month anniversary!
i'll love you right and i'll love you pure!
mui tin oi lei doh yat seh dada!
you shall be my one and only...
now and always...

it's seven now.
i'm supposed to be playing basketball by now.
but damn!
they've not reached...
so i guess i'll just hafta wait...
let me summarise some of the things
that had happened recently.

mom bought me a skirt!
i was so flabbergasted when she said she
bought me smth!
she hardly does that...
the skirt looks classic...
not many would buy those kind.
but i like it anyway!
cos it's unique!
VERY!

few weeks ago mom asked if i wanna
learn a new language.
a 'YES!' came right out of my mouth.
i've always wanted to learn french.
and she agreed.
so i told darling about that ytd and he
agreed too!
and he said that french is the language
of love...
sweet aye?
kenny's gonna join me!
yayyness!
I LOVE FRENCH!

my wallet!
[thinking of it makes my heart break!]
my current billabong wallet is spoilt!
OMG!
*everybody gasps*
i love that wallet!
argh!
thanks to me...it's so fugly now.
the day before i was cleaning it with alcohol.
the back of it was super dirty so i used quite
a big force to rub it..
rub rub rub....
then....THE SKIN CAME OFF!!!
ARGH!
*bangs head against the wall*
so now i hafta buy a new one...
= ((
hopefully i find something better than that...

well...gotta go...
they've reached..
adios suckers!

prelims are over.
that's... a bad thing.
to me of course...
cos time is ticking fast.
i can't seem to catch up with it
and now i seem totally lost in my own world.
i don't even know what i'm doing sometimes..
i'm starting to hallucinate alot.
alot alot...
somebody please help me...
wake me up...
shake me hard...
real hard...
bang me against the wall...
anything....
i need to get a life...
and fast...
i'm afraid...
i'm so afraid....

i want this phone!!
yes!
badly!!
real badly!!!
there are plenty of reasons
why i should have it and it's
not because i'm a spoilt brat k.
i really need it!
it's more of a NEED than a WANT!

[one].the pantech phone darling bought for me
is pretty screwed up and it's half dead.
[two].my LG mp3 IS completely screwed
up and it's DYING! <----read this!
[three].i need AND want a good camera!
[four].i want a video cam!
[five].i want more memory space for my
messages, pictures and mp3s!
[six].bluetooth/infrared service.

so instead of buying a new one for each,
i found the sonyericsson W800i that would
suit all my needs!
it's a more than six in one device that
SHIYING[no space] would definitely
NEED!
it's PERFECTO!
so, i decided to bug my mom for it.
i was thinking of waiting for fulin to
change his phone then i could buy
his w800i at a cheaper price.
but i cannot wait any longer!
and i want it new!
not a second-hand one.
hopefully mom says yes.
but even if she says no,
i still have my ways of making her
say a YES.
lolss
= )))
can't wait! can't wait!
*bounces*
yayyness!

SHIYING IS AN ASSHOLE!
SHE'S USELESS!
SHE'S GOT NO BRAINS!
SHE DUMB ENOUGH TO GET BACK
TO KINDERGARTEN!
SHE'LL NEVER MAKE IT TO A JC!
SHE'LL NEVER GET A1 FOR AMATHS!
FAT HOPE!
SHE'S DREAMING!
THOSE WILL NEVER COME TRUE!
SHE'S FCUKING STEEWWWPIIDD!!!

yes. that's my conscience.
it's trying to motivate me to study hard.
hah...
ok. i'm gonna go study now.
[hey!it worked!]

my name is shiying!
not shi ying!
spell it!
S-H-I-Y-I-N-G!!!
not S-H-I-space-Y-I-N-G u sucka!!!
does it make a difference?
DUHHHHHH!!!!!
it makes hell lot of a difference!
and I HATE people to spell it with the space!
cos it's freaking fugly and it's NOT EVEN
MY NAME!!!!!!!
so you better spell it correctly from now onwards!
or else i'll call a FREAKING BANGALAH
to come rape you!
u heard!!???
huh?!!
HUH?!!!
are u AFRAID???
are YOU?
ARE you?!!
if you're not,
U BETTER BE!!!!!!!!

lolss.
anyway...i came across this blog...
www.rockson.blogspot.com
not as popular as xiaxue's,
but damn!
this guy is funny!
i like the way he craps about 'the gahmen'
[which means 'the government'].
definitely one of the most hilarious ahbengs
i've ever came across.
lolss.
= )

everyone has a different story to share.
but if you look closer, everyone's story
somehow links.
if it's not the good one, it must be the bad...
life has its never-ending ups and downs.
but no matter what happens, don't give up.
just.....hold on...
like the song by good charlotte...

hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don't stop looking, you're one step closer
don't stop searching, it's not over
hold on...

i'll stop blogging once september ends.
i have too much left undone.
so much to do... yet so little time...
= /

chocolates!!!
the only thing [you heard me...thing...
not person..] that actually makes me
feel happy instantly when i'm down.
you guys may think i'm weird.
but it seriously works for me when i'm
feeling really low!
it's like... it melts in my mouth...
then when i get the warm and sweet
feeling on my tongue, my heart melts too!
just like that!
i'll be smiling away..
so if someone were to stuff dozens of..lets
say belgian chocolates into my mouth,
i'd be smiling like mad already.
i've been eating chocolates when i'm
down for like....10+ years??
my mom used to buy me chocolates when
i was very little to make me happy.
but she eventually stopped the
buying of all those sweet stuff
for me when i'm like....11.
it did not stop me from
eating less of it though.
when i have worries or problems that
i don't wanna tell anyone about,
i tend to eat alot of it.
cos that's the only cure!
amazing!
hahs.
alright...alright...
i better stop all these...
sounds like an advertisement about
' shiying and her chocolatey life'.
tsk!
sounds corny...

talking about chocolates...
i somehow figured out that friends are
like... chocolates to me...
not any ordinary chocolates....
but chocolates that will be there for
me at all times...
ok...that sounds corny too...
'chocolates that will be there for me'?
as if chocolates can talk?
uh.....
you know what i mean right?
it's like... their the same as chocolates.
chocolates makes me happy right?
friends are like chocolates too!
only better!
they make me happy with all the love
i need!
chocolates dun give you love do they?
but friends do!
see!
isn't that the sweetest gift god could
ever bestow us with?
therefore, i'd like to say that...
i love my friends!
those who've been there for
me all the time!
marvin darling![my boy-FRIEND],
sim ee my bestest butt!,
my bestfriends genghui and kenny!,
my bestest buddy aaron!,
louis almighty!,
yuren fishy!,
weiping my one and only twinnie!,
my juniors!sam and mel!,
and so many more that i've not listed out.
[or else my entry would be super long...]
i thank y'all for coming into my life!!!
love y'all truckloads and carloads and
taxiloads and busloads and lorryloads!
thank god for you life sweeteners!
i'd like to end this entry with this quote..
life's like a box of chocolates...
you'll never know what you're
gonna get!
so.
live every single day to the fullest.
don't think of what you're gonna do later
in life, but think of what you can do
now...
you never know if you can make it till
tomorrow...
(=

i'm broke for the time being...
and i'm sad...
western lawn crumpler bag- $90
esprit three quart denim pants- $99.90
hayao miyazaki piano score book- $54.90
billabong pencil case- $20.90
dalki watch- $69.90
and the list goes on...
i'm dead... i'm dead....
i die died dead....
all thanks to my never ending wants...
now i'm so broke...

i'll make sure that i earn at least 5 thousand
after my o levels...
i'm gonna take up three jobs..
impossible?
nah uh!
shyng can do anything!
lolss...
shiying dashes at the speed of light!
surrender, or prepare to fight!
lolss~
i'm tired after all the shopping.
i've got shopping phobia now...
but it won't take long to recover though.
gotta catch some sleep now.
or else i'll just break down and sleep on the
roadside tomorrow...
good night~
sweet dreams to y'all~

what is love?
many may ask...
everyone has their different definition of
this four letter word....
so to me...
this word doesn't have a specified definition.
not even in the dictionary.
cos it's all in the heart.
so as long as you know what it is to you,
nothing really matters...
what is love to me?
i think i've figured it out...

a few days back we had a big fight over
some trival matters.
we shouted over the phone like a mad
dog and cat.
the anger in us somehow made both our
hearts felt so numb that we don't even
care about each other's feelings anymore.
those hurtful words just came out from our
mouths like a dagger piercing through our
hearts and i can say that it
totally hurts alot...
i bet i hurt him hell lot too...
everything was blurry at that moment.
all i felt was wanting to die...
it was so painful that i'm getting very
very tired of everything in my life...
we decided to meet up face to face to
solve it all at one go...
i even planned what to say to make him feel
bad... [how idiotic can i get?]
but when we saw each other
opposite the road,
our hearts melted instantly like
ice cream during summer.
the thought of quarrelling just died...
he huddled me in his arms
tightly and said sorry.
then snap!
all became sweet...
as we sat down, we began talking about how
we felt through out the whole situation...
then we slowly figured things out...
tears became smiles...
and as i smiled at him...
i began to realise how fortunate i was to
have him by my side...

so i guess part of my kind of love is to
forgive and forget like what the bible says...
nothing can ever come in-between us in
that way...*grins*
and i still can't believe that we shouted at
each other just because of a small matter...
we sounded like a 50 year old couple when
we do that....
hahs.
neeways..
just wanna say that...
please do cherish the people around you.
you'll never know when they'll leave you.
= )

the used-blue and yellow.

and it's all in how you mix the two
and it starts just where the light exists
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
and it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

well your never gonna find it
if your looking for it
won't come your way
well you'll never find it
if your looking for it

should've done something but I've done it enough
by the way your hands were shaking
rather waste some time with you

and you never would have though in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it

should've said something but I've said it enough
by the way my words were faded
rather waste some time with you

i love this song!!
= )

i bought my western lawn crumpler bag!
i'wus in a dilemma while in the shop cos i'm
totally confused on which colour to buy...
so i decided to let the six of 'em vote!
at first genghui's like..'what colours are those?'
sam was like dark blue!! dark blue!!
then aaron's like light blue!! light blue!!
yuren's like dark blue!! dark blue!!
then louis was like light blue!! light blue!!
then arisa was like looking at me..
then genghui's still like..'what colours are those?'
then i tried dark blue...
then i tried light blue...
then i tried green...
then they said that blue's way common for a bag.
and they said the dark one doesn't suit me..
then guess what happened in the end??
all of them changed their minds to
green as it suits me best and it's such
a rare colour for a bag!
but after i bought the bag, i bet genghui's
still like..'what colours are those?'
lolss.
thanks to u guys for coming all the way to j8
just to accompany me buy a bag...
hahas...
sounds so ridiculous...
but what can i say?
those are true friends!
and they'll always be~

here by i present to you mr crumbles!

isn't he awesome?
anyway...
i'm NOT gonna care about what people
say about my bag.
say all you want...
i wouldn't care at all.
cos i love it!
and it's all that matters!
but if u really happen to gossip about it...
i'll give you this...


hahas.
guess that's all i'm gonna crap for today.
adios people!
xD

i've made my decision!
i'm NOT rebonding my crispy hair!
yayys!
firstly, it's not even a year since i
last rebonded therefore if i were to
rebond again at this period, my
hair would be absolutely damaged.
secondly, i can manage with it so i think
there's not a need to waste all that money.
so.. instead of spending it all on my
super crispy hair,
i'm gonna spend the money on
my all-along-wanted western lawn
crumpler bag,
and my all-along-wanted esprit
three quarter jeans.
yes yes...
crumpler bag is super common.
but i just can't find a sling bag
better than that.
plus it's durable and can be used
as a school bag.
so i guess it's just the kind of bag
i need.PERFEEECCT!
now i just hafta decide on what
colour to buy.
the navy blue one.. the blue one...
or the purple one...?
red is ultra common.
gwen has green.
so these colours are definitely out.
comments please people!!
= )

what the hell!
i just found out that some guys can
be as weird as women too!
they can gossip so much about a
particular topic for years..
topics such as their ex-girlfriend!
THIS IS RIDICULOUS!
and i just don't understand that
asshole.
when we're in a relationship he's
always finding fault with me and
always always finding a reason just
to quarrel [for nuts!].
now we've broke up for almost
a year, AND he's STILL talking bad
about me behind my back.
neh neh pok...
and guess what...
he still keeps my messages.
such as 'if you continue to
reply me. i'll make sure i slap your
face during recess tomorrow...'
shocked that i sent that?
hokay... let me tell you.
i won't send this kinda messages
UNLESS i'm freaking angry.
he's such a dickhead!
seeing his freaking face makes me
freaking sick!!
CHIA HANHUI YOU SUCKA!
hokay.forget about it.
he'll never be able to see this..
but if he manages to, i wanna give
him this...


i'm super tired now. just came back
from changi airport with kenny.
we went there to mug.
i feel very lost nowadays...
didn't realise till i really sat down
to think about what's going on.
and thanks to mr kenneth ignatius
valeron... he allahed me and took off
this heavy load off my heart.
he's definitely one of the best gift
god has bestowed to me.
thank the lord, amen.
i'm going ta mug tonight AGAIN.
mug mug mug...
i better score for social studies
tomorrow. if not byebye ajc..
= (
seriously speaking....
i look like a hantu now...
i can scare people to death
if i walk along the park now...
a morning ghost...
AWESOME!!!
ahas...
oh welll..just entertaining myself.
gotta catch some sleep after
a long night of mugging.
au revoir y'all!!