i so so so want that jigsaw okae?
i love it alot! alot alot!
i've been thinking of it since the day i saw it laa.
and now i'm talking like i'm in love with someone.
just wishing to have the money to buy it now.
but my debts are not cleared yet!
WTF is this?
i so let myself down laa.
hopefully no one gets it before i do.
god please reserve it for me!
it's the last one...
*crosses fingers*

yesterday was the release of the n level results.
mixture of feelings.
sad for the people who failed.
and happy for those who made it.

firstly, i wanna say that i'm totally proud
of marvin darling!
he managed to get 6 marks despite of being absent
from school for about 8 months or more
which is a miracle.
english and geog got a1 and five b4's for the rest.
i seriously didn't know how he did it
and i doubt he even studied.
but still.. he got promoted!
if only i had some of his cells...
i'd be a genius.
okok. i'll stop praising him.

heniwaess... i'm also very proud of twinie, twinfu,
nurul aunt, nana cousin, nabila, szeman, wai,
christine, minghao kor and the rest of 4na's.
not all of em made it.
but i'm still very proud of them for studying hard
and not giving up hope!
for the passers, congrats!
and for the failers, you guys are still winners!
don't give up hope!
all these are just stepping stones for a brighter
future. it's just that you guys have to
climb a few more steps than the others.
do not give up for the lord is always with you!

yesterday i when i saw all of their faces...
i suddenly felt so scared....
what will i feel when i get my results during feb?
what's gonna happen? haiss.

MY WISHLIST!
panasonic vs3 with starhub student plan!
new mp3 with 1gb!
sony cybershot digi cam!
high cut boots!
'the used' t-shirt!
good charlotte t-shirt!
knee length pants!
dye my hair purplee!<---OMG!
find two more jobs!
go kl and hk and chiangmai to shop!

but how to get all these when i still owe people money!!!???
******<---nope... you'll never guess who this is.-$100
cheryl - $60
yuyin - $15
my maid - $10.55
genghui - $1.40
angie - $0.5o
alicia - $0.5o
sam - $0.5o

now you do the math!
fine... i'll do it...
urm..... i owe a total of... $188.45!!!!!
let me die... just let me die...... *moans*