so. here it is.
my jigsaw picture!
hahas.
i couldn't find space in my house to put it.
so i guess it'll be staying over at ultra's
house pretty soon.
sadd.
it's kinda stress in millenia.
everyday is a hectic hectic tiring tiring day.
i'm in science combination first class!!
surprise on how i made it there though.
i made alot alot alot of friends.
all friendly people.
not trying to say i'm racist.
but i'm so not used to being in a society
with so many malays and indians.
peirce is like 95 percent chinese with
malays and indians sharing that 5 percent
of space.
but i got to realise that they are people who
are super easy to get along with.
this new environment has made me learn
alot alot of things which i never got to know.
i'm quite satisfied with my life now.
but there are still sad things happening with
my outside school life.
do not wish to mention anyway.
chicks and hunks all around.
but i still love my darling marvin oh-so-much!
hahas.
i'm taking econs as my h1 sub.
it's interesting. very.
but with an econs teacher who laughs at her own
jokes all the time, it kinda makes me wanna slp
during her lesson.
but thanks to timo.
he made me alive during the lesson.
a very sweet guy actually.
and know what?
my form teacher who teaches mothertongue
is my mom's old old old friend can?!
they use to live in the very same kampong
during their childhood days.
and now i have someone to spy on me.
fcuk.
anyway.
what's true friendship to you guys?
like... only finding you when they need money?
finding you only when they want something from you?
finding you only when they need someone?
finding you only when their boyfriend/girlfriend is
unavaible to accompany them?
finding you only when their freaking bored?
finding you only when they've run out of games
to play at home?
like fcuk.
i'm so wanting to visit my bestfriend which i
can't right now.
no one can imagine how much i missed her.
and i'm so wanting to accompany my other bestfriend
cos he's been feeling sad and lonely these few days.
i can't even do all these cos of my hectic life.
so what are you fuckanadens doing?
why can't you guys just fcuking cherish the time
you can spend your friends before your poly life starts?
not wanting to mention names.
but you people are abso-fcuking-lutely lousy friends!
counting the number of 'fcuks' in this entry proves
how fcuking pissed i am with you guys laa.
FCUK IT!
GET A LIFE!
and i don't even know why i bother with you guys.
makes me feel useless.
DAMN!
feel so much better after typig it out.
now, a special message to all my beloved friends.
sim-ee: my sweetest sweetest bestfriend/girlfriend!
i miss you!!! please please take good care of yourself.
i'll surely write to you when i have the time.
so wait for my mail! i'll never forget those memories
we had together. those happy, awkward and stupid
moments are definitely something precious to keep in
heart. no matter how far apart we are, we will always
be close in hearts. you're not good at consoling you told
me once. but you've been the bestest ever listening ear
i could throw all my sadness and anger into.
you're always trying to make me happy. but without
even listening to what you have to say, i'm always
already enlightened by seeing on how much effort you've
put in just to see me smile. our webcam conversations
are the funniest. your actions have never failed to lighten
up my whole day. i treasure and cherish you my beloved
friend. i can't wait to share with my kids about our friend-
ship in future! bestfriends till the end! love ya!
kenny: i'm so sorry bestie. i couldn't get to company
you for the past few days. i hope you're already
looking on the bright side. after the rain, the sun will
appear again with a rainbow. no, two rainbows.
lolss ahem. so smile big for everyone! and i'm so so
glad to know you. i'll never forget how i
got to know you. you've never failed to gain my trust.
even if the whole world were to turn against you, i'll
still be on your side. unless it's another of your stupid
jokes la. hahas. hugs! take good care of yourself!
ultraman: miss you ultraman! know you've been busy
for the past few weeks. yet you still helped and cared
for me and even forked out time to ask me out to eat
in order not to let me know that i'm forgotten.
during my darkest moments you've even brought me
to the beach to gaze at the stars just to make me happy.
even though your wallet is almost empty, you'll always
bring me to wherever i wana go. i couldn't ask for more
having this friendship.. ni zhen shi wo 24/7 de
ultraman! hugs!
cheryl/yiyin: mei and laopo!
miss shopping with you guys super lot!
miss the jokes and stupid things we do on the streets
of orchard road. must take care of yourselves hor.
jie cannot take care of you all much le.
n level and o level better get good grades let me see.
don't get good grades you both die ar. hahas.
love you guys lots lots!
mel/sam/dawn: juniors! you guys make the best percussion
ever! i'll never ever ever forget those practises we had together!
i miss you guys oh-so-much! hug hug hug! yao jiayou! love love!
this seems never ending. i would be stopping here.
but i haven't write to so many people! like aunt, twin, ben
and alot alot more. you guys know who you are.
please know that i seriously miss you guys alot alot!
not forgetting my haagen dazs treat to nurul and all!
please forget me not!
i'l visit you guys when i can! love to all! hugs and kisses!