yesterday, 30th may, was the concert.

:D




people i love the most!



brother and girlfriend!

more pictures soon. :D

Labels: tearjerking-ish bittersweetness.

i feel bittersweet.
i've got alot and i mean ALOT to do.
band concert booklet, overdue physics assignment,
chemistry mock SPA revision, chemistry mock
exam revision, econs case-study, etc etc.
ahhh... fcuk.
i need a hug like now.. badly.
i'm sure i've set my priorities right.
i'm pretty sure i won't be late for school again.
i'm freaking sure i miss my friends.
like hell lot of them.
i feel lousy.
but yet again...
i feel loved.
i like the way he looks at me.
i like the way he holds my hand.
i like the way he assures me that everything
is gonna be fine.
i like how he lets me lean on.
i love having him around.
he casts darkness away and brings rainbows
and sunshines right into my heart.
just like magic. :)

just with you, i like it slow and sweet.
we have all the time.

Labels: bitter-sweet

my temper's getting worse.
been quite vulgar lately.
have no idea why luh. *looks at hanif*
but i think most of it is cos i've not been having
enough sleep.
i totally have dark circles and crow feets around
my eyes now.
raah!
i let go of them into the school pond.
they deserve freedom after listening to so much
of my sad stories.
it's quite odd that people emo for their gone away
dogs/cats while mine's like.....fishes.
i ran for heats and got into the finals for 200m.
but, didn't run for finals. hor hilmi?
i'm a good girl. :D

have you ever wondered about what you can
do for other people?
like how you can make people's lives easier?
if i have alot of free time, i wanna be a silver
lunch truck girl!
imagine people working hard from morning till
afternoon and they are hungry and thirsty.
and there i am! delivering lunch to them.
then they'll take off their hard yellow hats and
enjoy.
that feeling's gonna rock big time i say.

i've fallen for you.

Labels: bloob bloob, finals, imlih, promises, silver lunch truck girl, sleep, vulgarities

humans are made of earth.
that's what's heard and i believe so.
sometimes i just wish i can go to somewhere
enchanted where the sound of the river flows
and the birds sing a beautiful lullaby and i can
just lie underneath an old willow tree breathing
their lonely, yet refreshing scent of sweetness.

the earth is speaking to us but we can't hear
because of all the racket our senses are making.
sometimes we need to erase them.
starting from the toes we imagine a colourful
wind eraser rubbing it away all the way up to
our lips noes eyes and ears.
and maybe in the end- the earth will touch us.
we can hear the trees crying their silent
melancholy.
the stars will speak.
and we hear the hovering sounds of meteors
right above us.

how nice.

Labels: just my wild imagination.

we get to choose our groups for project work tdy.
i was tired cos of PI preperation.
but i still know and can feel the pain of others.
suddenly it seems that we see each others' true
colours when it comes to choosing people.
i've never believed in the phrase 'human-beings
are selfish'. but yet i proved myself wrong today.
welcome to the real world-i hate.

to you, i'm not siding him.
i'm siding ethics.
it's basic response.
but i don't get why these shit is happening.
and i feel like i care too much again.
go ahead go ahead no one's stopping
do what you deem fit.
i'll sit and watch this happily-never-after life
of yours.
just always remember that i'll never do or say
anything that'll cause you hurt.
cos i've always been true and i don't have to
prove anything

band is always my place of happiness.
i always have something to look forward to when
it comes to practices cos that's the part when i can
really be myself and laugh and fart at the same
time.
i so love you guys! xxoo!
you guys never fails to bring the rainbow after
the storm.

i wanna thank so so many people for helping me
in my PI and everything! :D
esp EDDIE SOH!
MUHD HILMI!
NOOR FARHANA!
LEE SZEWEI!
MDM ONG!
GRACE LIM!
RACHEL PEH!
and ALL the rest who really put your heart to
help me when i was in panicking state.
as in really panic until can pee..
I LOVE YOU GUYS OH-SO-MUCH!

Labels: the world is black. i don't wanna care; but i'm not listening to what i want. i wanna marry the whole band. i am thankful.

talk to me.

Labels: my. friend. is. a. retard.