oh yes oh yes oh yes!
i'm going to the MCR CONCERT!
i'm gonna get my hair done too!
plus, know what's the best that just happened?
SHAKER FRIES IS BACK!
SHAKE! SHAKE! SHAKE! SHAKE! SHAKE!
pure bliss i say. pure bliss.
good chance to get fat. HO!
now now... who owes me shaker fries?
raise your hands!

i think alot.
and i know many of you can't agree any further
and are nodding your heads vigorously right now.
but have you ever thought that whenever the
good times roll in, the bad times are following
right behind it?
having so many good things all at once drags me
into suspicion.
like is something bad gonna happen?
why is reality treating me so nice all of a
sudden?

oh shut up.

to biscuit, leong and tzetze!
all the best for today's performance!
i'm sorry i can't be there to support you guys like
how you guys always did for me.
i'm feeling super guilty please.
i owe you guys big! promise!
will be always supporting you guys spiritually!
hugs, kisses and chocolates.

year 2007 is about to become total history within
a blink of an eye(okay maybe a few more. oh! oh! do
you know that we blink over 10,000,000 times
within a year? don't believe? count luh!).
how sad that i've taken a few more steps closer to
harsh reality, at the same time, it's joyful to have come this far
together with precious memories tagging behind.
just like those cute lil' tricycles with empty cans tied
to raffia tolling behind. kling! klang! kling!

life. we bring the good ones along, and learn from
the bad ones in heart.

guess its time i update my wishlist.
first to come, hair!
bangs! with short hair. yes?
or maybe egyptian princess style?
aye! not bad!
two, mcr concert with darlings please!
sewing machine. HA! this will come sooner or later.
i can wait.
and,

doh...

or.
i think.
happiness is enough.




hello, updates!

millennia institute symphonic band!
15th december 2007
time and place to be confirmed.


kim seng wind symphony's XII concert!
23rd december 2007
5pm @ NAFA auditorium.
tickets at 10SGD each.

ask me for tickets if interested. :D




i feel like i'm losing a friend.
if it goes on, i'd rather quit.
i'd rather be only, a friend.
not also, a band mate.
i don't know who you are anymore.
don't mix.

i'm growing to love kimseng wind symphony.
the place, the smell, the sound, and most
importantly, the people.
they are like family.
in fact, i miss them already. :D


elmo koyak when it saw alif. lolle.
afterall, alif's a neh neh! hahohooo!


that's rahman at the background. my chk!chk!


ping and pong! on the way to sentosa.


sunshine on you twin!


this is alicia! she's super cute please!


and this is her dad, our president.
amazing huh.


elisse and szehou. my lovelies!
where's lian er?


this is neh neh alif! yayy.
and no, i don't look like a monkey.

introducing the kimseng percussion section!

randy, alif, rahman, richard, shiying, szehou.
the noise machines!


mass daydreaming. checkeet' out yo~


coconut trees! our new love.


nutcases.


well, as you can see, other than making noise,
we do alot of thinking too.


squeezed.


secrets of the evening sky.


that's all i took. :D

hello people, i'm selling my imaginery friend.
his name is noing noing, very cheerful and lovely.
he helps you bake cookies, cuts your nails, and
even share your sorrows.
with him around, you'll never feel lonely.
below is a picture of noing noing. :)
(use your imagination)


if interested to purchase, a small sum of
$192783749270394857 would make deal.










doh.

i'm back and free from stress.
and thru this period, i realised how horrible my
attitude can change within a split second just
because of stress.
its not a feeling.
its an attitude implanted in me.
and now that i'm out of it, i feel guilt towards the
people around me.
the amount of care showered left heartshaped
sprinklers on my skin.
i love my friends.
they never fail to make me feel special.
maybe not the way i want them to, but good
enough for a smile.

i choose the people i wanna talk to.
i don't mind widening my circle of friends
but if they fail to make me feel special, i
choose to ignore their existance.
its not because i'm arrogant.
its because i don't wanna be just another girl
for some letch to flirt with.
i believe i have a certain high level of dignity.

what's up with purple and black stripes on
ahlians and ahbengs?
it's the ugliest thing i've ever seen in fashion
industry.
and they think its damn nice.
or maybe they made it ugly.
-shrugs-
not cool.

a very happy birthday to my bestfriend mr.
joshua lek genghui.
it felt like a million years of friendship.
you're the colour blind-ed star in my sky.

i found out that i'm a super straight forward
person towards people whom i believe i have a
certain closeness with and also people whom i
dislike alot.
i don't really care if i hurt them, but i make
sure they get what i mean and they learn well.
as for the uncategorised, i leave them to
discover my attitude change towards them.
and when they approach, i'll shoot.
and then again, the question is...
why do i even care?

i don't like changes.

pictures will be up soon.
you know what my soon means.
weehahooo.

Labels: stress. lovesfriends. feeling special. disgusting. bestfriend. caring. changes. i get this random.

my oct till now's spending on online shopping.

aeropostale i love tv tee-$20
f21 denim berms- $20
f21 camisole-$13
tokyo fashion vest- $28.90
aeropostale heartsy top- $23
2 NF shorts cos i bought the wrong size!- $40
grey cardigan- $17.50
black cardigan-$18
grey skinnies- $35
aeropostale yellow polo- $15
someone's present- $*
total = ($230.4+$*) ON ONLINE SHOPPING!

i bought a pack of 1800 bicycle poker cos
i feel like it.
i just bought a new phone.
and soon, i'm buying a new mp4 cos mine's dead.
if i saved all the money up, i would
have gotten a nice vintage camera.

this is what happens when i'm not satisfied with
my feelings. i pamper myself through
material goods.

i've got to stop.
somebody slap me.

Labels: i am an online spendthrift

i'm beginning to feel that everyone is fake.
and i think i'm becoming like one.
not because of the pain cos it was never there.
not because of the loss cos i never had at all.
its because of betrayal.
its because of unfaithfulness.
its because you're fake.
i'm scared of the world.
i treat strangers like they owe me.
vulgarities spill without thought.
i don't want to be like this.
shiying, you're not like this.

to you.
what have you done?
you were precious.
but your shiny silver coating is starting to peel.
that little black spot got me scraping the silvers off.
and when i'm done scraping, the truth reveals
that you're just one fake jewel.
you're a fraud.
too ugly to look at.
too fake to feel.


the world is black.
this cliche is getting so real.
too real to be true in my wildest imaginations.
one, too many.
two, i'm gone.



i'm gone.

Labels: i miss you. no. not you. you.