(hear song)
sometimes, people got misunderstood by my
actions.
but little did they know its actually because of them
that i did something which is oh-so-bittersweet
and i believe that's a reason which no one can blame
but only me myself.
i care too much.
and maybe i shouldn't even feel to begin with.
cos instead of making the other party feel sweet
and secured by what i did, the feeling of betrayal
rises and all feels numb.
stress is paracetemol for joy and pain.
although i do understand to the max about
what it has brought upon life, i don't think
i deserve to carry the aftermath.
i'm afterall just someone simple, someone
plain.
someone, in love.

integrity, gone.
self importance, gone.
feelings, buffering.

what can i do?
a whole lot truth.
i did.

what can you do?
just a tiny bit of selflessness.
conscience.



if you're lost, you can look and you will find me.
time after time.
if you fall, i will catch, i'll be waiting.
time after time....

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