shiying.jayla★
nineteen
stargirl
i'm DISGUSTED.(sorry, but this entry is to let out my anger on.)life is just bad enough. there just has to be fugging birds testing mypatience and ridiculing themselves infront of meevery now and then.i eff-ing have NO IDEA why i care, but i guess stress made me feel like everyone owesme something.i feel like doing something extreme.but what the heck.i don't wanna go to jail.1. to you-can you STOP! i said STOPPP acting like you're a goddess please?you're not hot.you're not pretty.you're short.you're ugly.all these nevermind.but can your skin get any thicker?you broke up with him and then you told some random guy that doesn't even know you guysare together that 'hey! i broke up with him! now he very sad leh!'okeh lor.the day after you all broke up i still went to eat long john silver's with him and we still laugh untilwanna pee leh.why uh?and then why a day after i knew you said that i heard from him that you asked him for patch uh?PLUS you can tell me 'you know.. after i broke up with him my friends all spread around say i'm singleand then suddenly alot guys wanna come after me.'kiss my ass.they must be drunk if they really did.and thanks for allowing your lama-faced friendsto detest me for no reason.friends stand up for one another.2. i can be your friend.but you abso-fucking-lutely took my friendshipfor granted.good luck to you in your future endeavours.don't ever come looking for me telling me bullshit when the tide is low for you.i don't wanna know.i don't need to know.you're wasting my life. my friendship.never should have cared so much.3. you guys friggin' gossiped about me in the past and you're acting SOOOO friendly to me in school like you want my autograph. it's scaring me luh.why? guilty conscience coming up?sooooo disgusted.but yeah. actually not alot luh huh.i don't mind knowing alot of people. but can they be more careful of what they say?cos i'm not as angelic as oprah winfrey.sorry for lousy and rude english.Labels: disgusted
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